no money...no job...no boyfriend...but i'm in a band...

Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i am jaded i am to blame

   wow...i've been up in my room for an hour and a 1/2 playing songs on my guitar and writing new ones.mmhmm...

   Went to a concert last night with the bassist from our band...totally kicked righteous ass..at least the first and last band. With the second one it just sucked...so mr. bass and i were sitting there just laughing at all the dudes in the band cuz they looked fucking retarded and they fucking sucked.

   ok no...the fucking concert wasn't what i came in here to bitch about. i wanted to make out with my bassist. and even just thinking about it made me feel like it was wrong.  thats all i'm gonna say.

   all the fucking nerds. just fucking step off please...if they don't they'll regret they didn't when they had a fucking chance.


   what is wrong with me? hey, now theres a familiar question. the guys i do want i would have to throw myself at to get (and even that wouldn't work)...the guys i wouldn't even be friends with...fuck me with their eyes.

its my fault the nerds are still after me
its my fault i can't get any better
its my fault i don't do something about it
its my fault i can't stand up for myself
its my fault my lips remain untouched (FUCK!)

its my fault i can't start a conversation or keep one going
its my fault theres no way i can look a guy straight in the eyes
its all my fucking fault

i am damned, i am jaded, its all my fault, i am to blame

surfuckingprise

Posted at 06:18 pm by iamnotme

 

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I'm Spyke, i'm a 15 yr old loser in a band (uh...duh). I will never mention my real name or where i come from. Music is my life and...well gosh...i think thats about all that you really need to know. You want more info then contact me. shah...


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